You know, I’m sitting here in Cafe Rivera in Stockhom surrounded by different languages and people. The cafe is very cozy with mnay pictures framed in different colors on the wall. The pictures are posed or candid of individuals who look artistic and interesting. Eh interesting. It’s like they have something to say but aren’t able to speak up about it so they are captured and stilled for the moment to express their sorrow, happiness, anger, loneliness, creativity, and love.
Lately, I’ve been traveling a lot and spending the kind of money that I don’t have. I wonder if I will be in another statistic of an American who are in debt for years and years and the only thing I will be doing is working for a company that I don’t care about and I’m not working there because it’s what I think I can get best. I hope I’m not sad and lonely doing an 8-5 job. I will probably have about 25,000 dollars in debt by the time I graduate with just a bachelors in Hospitality Management. I want to advance in something more. Something that can help humanity and the world somehow. Now that I’m not surrounded by the people and the world of AIESEC, I feel like i’m losing my motivation and path. I really believed in what AIESEC is all about and still do. I want to be involved, but I didn’t have the intentions to come and do more work. My way of thinking is not so strong, I can’t make quick decisions becuase I’m not so good at reasoning and describing my feelings. I want to be honest and content of who I am. I don’t work hard enough on one single topic besides traveling and learning about cultures. I’m from America where statistically is where the worst and the best education exists within the Western countries, but I feel uneducated about facts and about politics and critically thinking and inputing my own opinion on topics or even anything. I think very emotionally. I like to base my conversations on how I feel with emotional context with a lack of reasonal back up.
Rant done,
Dandilion Traveler
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